the scar in me is deeper than yours

hey people,
yea, it's about love again,
and yes again,
it's about him that i love,
i think about you all day and night,
you should know it,
it pains me to really see,
how much happiness you can have,
and i cant,
it also pains me to see that,
you guys can actually last longer than us,
i dont care how people see u,
i dont care which angle they see us,
but in my eye,
my great great eye,
i see you as a very special friend,
i dont know how special it is,
but you seems to bring joy with you, when i'm with you,
you brought so many happiness into my life,
and when you leave,
you happens to be a vacum and suck everything away,
i became emo because of you,
many unexpected things happen right after you left me,
what was that suppose to mean?
did i do something wrong?
or maybe we could not understand each other well,
i miss those cuddle days,
thouse days where i could tell you how i feel,
and how we end conversations,
we were a perfect piece,
until you walk out of my life,
and ,meet someone that is not that wonderful,
i mean could she even give you happiness?
i dont mean to be rude,
but i really think we could do better than she does,
but i guess everything fall into place too late,
none of us want to go back like it was,
and starts to forget each other,
every girl wanna be loved,
so do me,
i know that scar i left in your heart,
will never disappear,
well,
guesss what?
the scar you left in my heart was deeper than yours,
i hurt myself from hurting you,
i reall didnt mean it,
i still love you,
i really do,
i tell myself i like that boy in my class,
but i didnt,
i was actually finding him to replace you,
but it didnt worked,
you know why?
cause you're unreplacable,
you're just so deep in my memories,
if one day,
*touch wood*
i have an accident,
and forgets everything,
the only thing i wont forget is you,
you're always on my mind,
nomater where i go,
the first thing i think of,
it you...:)
P.S. really, you should know who you are, inbox and talk to me,
it has been a lng time you didnt talk to me,
i really miss you dear..:)