i'm back as who i am.

helloooooo,
i made a very big decision yesterday,
a decision that i never made before,
i find that I've grown up,
instead of kept on missing him,
i decided to move on with my life,
there's way more wonderful people out there,
and you assume that i only have feelings for you?
I've been wasting my precious 3 months,
missing about you,
but now i finally over it,
people may think,
since you're over him,
why are you posting this,
well,
that is because,
i wanna make it clear that i am not feeling desperate,
i just felt that this is a better choice for me,
instead of staying at the same position,
why not move on?
it could make your life better and happier,
staying at the same spot would only make you feel depress,
and wasting time to get back what was taken away,
he's nothing now,
he don't deserve the price of me thinking about him,
living happily without him is the best humiliation on the world,
you don't have to hurt yourself,
i don't wanna be emo anymore,
although on Facebook,
I'll still post those love stuffs,
but that doesn't mean I'm emo,
i heard huey jean said that after i broke with him,
i start being emo,
really?
he changed my life?
LOL, he don't have the right to okay,
so I'm cheering up now, :)
and i will not look back,
yesterday phone call was awesome and epic,
all those songs we sang about him,
HAHAHAHHA,
thanks for open up my mind jean,
you make me realise,
stucking on the same place is just hurting yourself,
so yeah,
I'm gonna live my life now,
he's totally outta my life,
and BTW,
this is the LAST post I'll post about him,
i can swear about that,
I'll promise everyone that I'll be happy and stop being emo,
and missing someone that treats you like shit,
what he posted as a status doesn't mean anything,
and even if it's for me,
i don't give a shit k?
FYI,
he posted
"i am sorry for my stupid stupid mistake from the past"
stupid right?
i know,
there you go,
the last post about him shitting my life,
thanks for being so suckish,
but i didn't appreciate your suckish attitude,
i treated you back as suckish as you treated me,
and that's fair,
I'm tired of missing you,
it's like a game you'll never win,
i know I'm very kiasu,
so that's why i give up,
oh and,
i give up doesn't mean i suck,
it's because I've been to strong for to long,
i know you know my blog's link,
so if you're reading this,
go bullshit on other girls,
I'm not that simple to please or anything like that,
i don't hate you,
I'm just living my life and that is what I'm suppose to say,
you don't write the script of my life,
i do,
and i changed the ending,
if you' really mean that (your status)
i could forgive you,
but i still wont give a shit to you,
I'm a fun person,
and you're a slut,
a coward,
and that's a very big difference,
so that's
why i decide to loose you that being with you,
later guys,
bye.
:)
P.S god, this post is finally me, I'm finally back,
i used to post like that,but until being with him,
i posted love love one,
this is better,
being myself rocks...:)