i trusted you that much and you left without responsibilities..

hello people,
i know i hadn't post anything for a while,
so yea, I'm posting now...
shanice,
please online, i have something to tell you,
i need a listener and a keeper,
so Christmas is around the corner,
i hope you guys could have a wonderful feast,
and many many many many presents,
if you didn't get what you want,
don't give up, be nice-er next year,
I'm sure Santa's watching you,
I'm sick now,
as my throat is totally sore,
and my heart is full of sorrow,
you saw that picture up there?
yea, i DID fell in love with a wrong person,
and he treated me like SHIT,
he doesn't know how to appreciate people,
he thinks he's that cool to play with 2 girls' heart,
i guess that would make his life perfect,
i understand if he's trying to be cool,
cause no one in school barely knows him,
one of the reasons is cause he's a
coward,
and a jerk,
and a son of a bitch,
i guess that's why SU doesn't have many Filipino,
cause either they'll get hate my ME or got bull shit by others,
so yea, moving on,
i am glad I'm over him,
and that's OFFICIALLY,
it's better to have a life without him,
at least you don't have to worry about whose he's gonna be with,
and that's why my heart is sorrow,
not because i cant take the scene,
it's because i trusted a person THAT much and he just left without responsibilities,
it's not me that's wrong,
it's you coward,
i gave what you deserve and you gave me a shit?
so you really think i deserve that huh?
well then, you're STUPID!
i would wanna care about you anymore,
and this is the last post I'll post about you,
it's your choice to change or not,
it's sometimes bad that I'm so kind,
i wish you would find a perfect match in the future...COWARD!
and I'll hope you'll love her with all your heart,
oh and, i wish all of you reading this could have a,
merry Christmas,
and if i could make it in time to post for new year,
then early wish for happy new year,
later, bye..<3