something about love

hey, i know i hadnt post anything for quite a long time,
but no worries, cuz imma post now,
hmmm, i think imma post things what teenager always stuck and fall for,
i guess it's love,
for me, love is a feeling that cannot describe by words,
love is something every one wanna feel and try,
love make you feel happy cause you feel that someone is always by your side,
no one can judge love, there is so many different ways to make it obvious,
there's a story from my life,
i used to like a guy and probably he dont know (or maybe he do),
he hurted me by sharing a beautiful,hott girl from his house,
i didnt tell him how i feel, i just encourage him to continue doing what he like,
i was really being a good friend, but he doesnt know i'm DYING INSIDE,
i didnt know anything until my heart freeze when he told me he's couple with her,
i really didnt know what to do,yet i didnt tell him how i feel about him,
after fews weeks, i gave up, i realize that falling for somebody that dont even like
you hurts a lot, and that's why i gave up, i bet that was a good decission,
the girl was so luckly to have him, i'm not hating her or anything, i just felt SAD,
it takes me time to forget him, like he's near me and always taking to me about her
he's always being himself but me? i'm always being somebody else,
why? just to impress him and in the end i didnt,
he doesnt know how much i liked him, he just doesnt know, but even if he knoe it
now, i think it's too LATE, cause i had already given you up...
i didnt meant to hurt you but everything was so hard until it coms till the end,
my decission is my choice, i didnt wanna bring it up again cuz it really hurted me,
it really make me feel like i had fallen flat on my face,
but now, i kept in mind that it;s cool that we're just friends, best friends
i know nobody would like me, but until NOW, you'll never know whose's ,
secretly loving you in the inside, and also love is something that make you hurt,
A LOT, this was my experience, it take time to forget someone,
i'm now single and not avaliable, or maybe it depends, cause love is in the air,
this is something about love that i sad about, that what i feel about, and most
important what i FALL for...and it's over now, you CANT start all over again, =)