all the things we have been throught!!!

when i was 6 we were good friends,we share everything and partner each other,we even talk about our feelings...we were too shy to talk to others we continue our delightful feelings.....for being friends~
when i was 7 someone came in our teakonedo group,it was someone i like too....we all became friends...so when we partner two of my best friends were picking me but i don't know who to pick so i pick(XXX),the other one was not really happy because she has to partners with boys!!!
but we still being friends,suddenly a cousin came in too,she is nice,beautiful,kind and smart...we all became friends again and (xxx)has a partner again!!!we don't need to worried anymore...
when i was 8,they had grown up and start talking gossip that don't want me to listen,my other best friend open a blog meant for me and her...we talk and talk till midnight!!!! another Saturday,that two were talking gossip as usual i called my best friend to listen what are they talking about.....she went there and she heard they were talking about us !!!!!
i wasn't that happy cause we used to be friends why do everything have to change????that day onwards,they never talked to me and my best friend anymore~a clip of an eye....
i was 10 they were telling lies and trick me,when my best friend didn't come they two partner with each other and left me behind....so now is my turn to partner with boys....they even try to be cute on teacher's face..but not working~~~~~ they also do the same things on 11 and they even wish me happy birthday when that day was my birthday....
it go worst when i was 12 which is now my age is,they don't even talk to me and every time i ask things they will say i don't know..i don't know..i don't care or shake their heads!!!!!i felt left behind!!!!!!!!then if i want to talk with them ,another girl will take the girl i am talking with away...i think that are talking of me again~~~errrr!!!!!stop acting and be your self,i know you have grown up but i had too we got our own feelings but you????you don't even wanna care anymore...i like the way you are last time but not now!!!!!!can't deny or pretend these things!!!once friends forever is !!!!!!=(