you know that the last blog i wrote was ugly because i make my words bigger like this:"hi.....'useless to make it big.......I'm home alone now...wait...and I'm with a bunch of losers who think that I'm cool to hang out with...= ="you know how bored facing them and say:" OK go and play other things...." and they were like keep answering me the same word:"no,and we're going to play the 'tic tack toe' and "hamburger" and the lamest one' one two jus" blah blah blah....such stupid things also want to play..well you know me right?i wont join them...but now my relatives with is my stupid relatives are standing around me and looking at the computer...the keep thinking and thinking,that what am i writing.....and Pei Bing show who is 3 years old me something just now....she showed me a ball...:wow,so cute ball and so nice to play with..i love it now go and play with those 'friends' and LEAVE ME ALONE" i said, and she started to CRY..until NOW....so childish...so damn angry and been annoyed now....no~i cant lose control,no losing controls...~bye~